Sir has been very very relaxed lately and I've been pleased to find that
he's much more romantically attentive to me when he doesn't need to
think or worry about mundane things like dishes and the like. I came up with a list of chores which Sir made some changes to, for me to take care of every day. The list is divided by morning and evening, basically pre-work chores and post-work chores. I find I do okay if I put off my morning chores until I've woken up and then power through but I need to attend my evening chores before I allow myself to relax after work or else it's very hard to get going again. At this stage I just think of how disappointed Sir would be in me if I slipped up and that keeps me on the straight and narrow. I need to wrap up the punishment idea list though just in case.
Today Sir's work had an open house type of event. Normally people who are not working at Sir's work are NOT allowed to be in the building. I saw his work place a few years back at a previous open house but apparently everything had changed. Sir came to collect me from work and because I hadn't requested the time, I was scheduled to work right up until the open house closed.. Sir came early though and I could tell he would feel sad if I didn't even attempt to get out early to make it to the open house. My boss let me leave and we sped over to his work.. we encountered a snafu where I was not allowed to bring my phone into the building and Sir had to run it back to the car, in the freezing cold! He did show me around his workplace though and it was nice to know he was working in a much nicer area, not the very bleak area I had been shown a few years before.
I must admit I was a bit miffed and "bitchy" for the first half of this adventure of ours.. on our way into his work he asked happily if I needed to use the bathroom there (there was a couch inside, as I learned upon our exit) and I gave him a short, snappish no. I was embarrassed at having to ask to leave work early, I was angry that we'd need to double back to the grocery store near where I work to purchase tonight's groceries, and I was worried we didn't have enough time (a half hour) to let me properly see his work place so it would be a waste of time and stressful. After a bit of reflection: I knew it was coming up, if I couldn't remember the date I should have requested Sir place it in our digital calender, it's not a great hardship to have to drive an extra seven minutes back to a grocery store, and it's not a waste of time if it matters to Sir nor does it have to be stressful if I don't make it thus. Ultimately I am very embarrassed by my attitude about the whole situation and am very grateful that Sir has been so forgiving.
Sir was very pleased that I secretly purchased him two books he's been meaning to read, so I suppose that made up for my brattiness earlier in the day. Sir did have to remind me to call him Sir tonight while I lay with him in bed.. I never know when and am thinking at all times in private and in public whenever it feels "right". I don't think Sir would be embarrassed and if anyone noticed or commented I think I'm socially graceful enough to play it off without outing us. I don't want Sir to ever feel that I don't respect him.
In other news and why I am awake right now...
Sir and I are going to be going on our honeymoon in two days! We got married back in September of last year and had put off the honeymoon for various reasons though we had booked it right away. I will be leaving the country and unable to post blog updates, but I plan on keeping a journal. We'll be gone about a week and a half. Right now I am in the process of recording what all I have packed for him and then dividing our belongings among four suitcases. Normally we are tidy and "minimal" packers but decided to go all out for this trip. I am very excited but a bit nervous about disappointing him with my selections. It does feel fantastically intimate though to be trusted to pack for him. And Sir has made many jokes about my need to pack so many dresses and cute outfits when he plans on keeping me naked and destroying my pussy and the rest of my body from every angle, position, and place possible while on this vacation as possible. In any case I absolutely cannot wait and work tomorrow will be torturous!
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